2.23.20 - Hanging out with Calvin at night

Today was the third day since Jack has been in San Francisco and it's getting a little bit difficult for everybody. Place is a mess and I had to repeat things to Clara a lot and I was getting really frustrated. But I got the girls down to bed and then I went and laid on my bed with Calvin sitting up against my side. And he kept slowly stretching back so that his head was resting on my tummy and looking at me and cooing over and over again. It was so adorable. I kept rubbing his fuzzy head and thinking about how some day he will be an ornery teenager and I'll remember nostalgically this little bundle of joy that I have. I cuddled him and kissed him a lot and thought about how much I love babies and whether we should have a fourth kid. It probably lasted about 10 or 15 minutes but I want to remember it because it was such a sweet bonding moment.

Pic taken earlier in the evening.